Sometimes I get momements throughout the day and night where my inner girl just wants to come out, sometimes I can't control it. It will mostly be little moments but occasionally its can be big. The other day it was big, I woke up one day last week and just had this huge urge to wear one of my panties for the day, now I don't ever do this as I only dress fem when alone and at home in a safe environment but this feeling couldn't be stopped. Before I knew it I put on my panties (a thong of course hehe) and went about the day, I found myself purposely wiggling my butt and bending over at the hips which I never do normally. I saw people during the day and did my usual things, working out and doing and playing games. I was absolutely terrified of being caught but also a huge excitement as it felt soooo right and sooo good.
The only trouble I have now is because I've done it once and got away with it I want to do it all the time! What am I going to do! These feelings are popping up at any moment.
I thought I would post my experience and how I feel on here as I know how loving and great this community is.
Love you all xx
Amy xx
Just do what makes you feel good and not worry so much. And as for the bending and shaking your booties, most people won't notice unless they've known you for sometime.
ReplyDeleteYou should always be true to you. If you enjoy something you should go for it. Life's too short to be hiding the real you. Live life on your terms. Thank you for all you give to us.
ReplyDeleteKeep doing what you like and are comfortable with. This is probably the best time yet to do it and fingers crossed that society continues to become more accepting (even if it is slowly).
ReplyDeleteI know exactly how you feel. It comes in waves. I’ve gone out in panties and hose under my clothes to dinner or a movie by myself when the wife’s out of town. That’s the extent of it. Too big a wuss to do more. Such a thrill! I have always wanted to find a message board for closeted trans people or people somewhere on the trans spectrum that aren’t to the point where they’d transition or come out. I haven’t been able to. This would be the type of thing to share! Perhaps I should start one!
ReplyDeleteIt is a thrill getting away with it, would love to be able to do it more, you go girl.
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